Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in becker's LiveJournal:

Monday, May 26th, 2003
6:22 pm	well it has been a while sence i wrote in this part of my journal lol but i have made a new web page for my animals so if anyone wants to check them out click on the link http://hometown.aol.com/turtlemis/index.html Current Mood: crazy (Comment on this)
Monday, August 5th, 2002
9:32 pm	well i have pissed sarah off tonight but i really don't care i had asked her to take me to the hosptial tonight because i have been getting sick and dizzy and light headed all day so i wanted to go and find out what is going on becuase someone told me it could be a concusion and she said she could not but what pissed me off was that she had to ask brain so i hung up from her and then i called them back and told her to get her shit out of my house so as soon as i get my money i am having my mom get me a uhal and get my stuff out of here i am moving for sure i am tired of this whole town i need help and it seems that there is noone around but when they need me they know where to find me well fuck everyone i am not going to help anyone around here again well i am still not feeling to well so i am going to go and lay down so write more later Current Mood: pissed off (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 31st, 2002
6:01 pm	well sarah came home long enought to chnage cloths and then leave again but she pissed me off tho before she left she had asked me how maggie was and i told her and she was like well she will get better which i knew she was not even paying any attantion to what i was telling her then i told her the doctors can't do anything for her and that she had desided to go back home to ireland and sarah was like well that is the best thing for her (which i agree) just the way she said it was really snotty like then my mom was only worried about her money i owe her which i can't stand my family at this point in time well i am outta here starting to storm outside so write more later Current Mood: disappointed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 18th, 2002
10:29 pm	well this weekend i was not to happy i had asked mike this last friday if they could run me to the bus station to get my tickets and they had made up a excuse that they where not going to be home at all well me and the kids had went past his house today and they were home i had called him and i was told that they had no plans i am not sure what is going on but ever sence lisa and i had that fight everyone who talked to me is no longer talking to me the only one who i still have to hang out with and talk to is judi anymore i really think if it was not for my lease and me buying this trailer i would pack my stuff up and move away from here but anymore i am finding out who my true friends are around here well i am going to go for now so write more later Current Mood: angry (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 9th, 2002
10:16 pm	why the fuck do i even bother and giving people more chances lisa is back to her bitching again but this time she has officaly lost her friend and it is all over me taking judi down state with me and not asking her but we needed another driver to help my cousion drive and i knew lisa would not be able to but instead i got a fucken message from her that read "you made the chice of who means more to you and I guess I have to deal with your choice that is all you now have your new bestfriend and i don't fit in with your life anymore" which i blew up and went and took my anger out on the door again so now my hand is swelled up again but right now i am getting a little calmed down i am presently talking to judi which is helping well i am outta here for now so write more later Current Mood: pissed off (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, May 3rd, 2002
8:58 pm	well today was not a so good of a day at all i had got into a argurment with my so called best friend just becuase she is so jelouse of someone i like which i am getting so tired of trying to please everyone else i mean she has been my friend for 7 years and then i find some other lady intrested in and it is like the friendship went right out the window wtf well i am going to go so write more later Current Mood: depressed (6 Comments |Comment on this)